Apparition lyrics - Coal Chamber

Apparition is the name of a friend
That goes away in the end
You are my cancer and
You kept me going and
All this time all I could do
Was feel you and touch you
And just feel the blackness of your skin
But it became the blackness of your heart, and
Inside you would laugh
And I just... have to laugh

Ha, ha ha ha
Ha, ha ha ha ha

You’re... my cancer

And all this time when I thought that you were
The same, that you were just stubborn
They hadn’t changed, and you had changed
Back into what you used to be,
Into what you said you’d never be again,
And here you go again, and spinning round and round

Ha, ha ha ha
Ha, ha ha ha ha

Ha!